Finals, procrastination

The end of the semester is here. There's not a lot left to do but study. My friends are getting ready to head out. This is there last year here. :) I'm so proud for them, so truly proud that they are almost done. It has been a long, hard-fought, achievement. It's a melancholy and bitter sweet thing. They've been here for 4 years, it's a short time when thinking of it, but living it, it's been forever. I don't know what's going to happen. Of course i have to finish, my double major. But for them, I don't know what's in store. I want, want them to be comfortable in not knowing what's ahead, it's not a requirement that has to be done, it's not something that is looming at them. It's another step that's requiring the same dedication as their school work.

We have to take care of ourselves, each other, our work, and our spirit. We have to be purposeful in finding something to keep us grounded, someone, something to be there to say, "hey, what are you doing," "Why are you doing that," "Do you know what will happen if that is done." I genuinely worry about them, like a parent or a sibling. They are responsible people, but still it's something that I'll worry about. Hahaha We all will be there. I feel loved, when my friends ask me and get on to me if I miss a meal, or if I am considering to skip a class.

But for now, we have to focus on our finals. Get it done, pull the all niter, and achieve the A that we desire so much!!!!