Learning never stops...

It's way too late for me to be up. I need to get to bed to do the feeding ministry, and be able to study, and maybe hangout with my friends, I sure would like to do that, but I have my reasons why I don't need to. Here's something that I've learn this week thus far....

Give your worries to Christ....who are we to see Christ in? The people around us. Search for the Christ that's in your neighbor. If you feed you best friend b/c he has no money for that day, adn we feed him/her we are feeding Christ. We are supposed to give to them and in return we are suppose to receive. Give unconditionally, and love unconditionally...no if's, and's or but's. It that simple huh?? NO!!! Sorry, it is easier said than done. This itself is the beauty about our lives, is that we tend to mess up but we are given many opportunities to better ourselves and to better others.

I'm not perfect...No, I feel like I'm the worst person in the world sometimes but I know that I can do better tomorrow or the next time around..... So what do you do if, when you try better you get stuck, you don't know what to do, and/or you're just getting it wrong again.....Ok so stick with me... maybe we are suppose to ask. Ask, what can I do better to be a better friend, boyfriend, brother, son, father, husband, or another role that we are to fill (and the female ones, for you females). What do you think???? What if you feel uncomfortable with all of "this?" Now that's the hard thing, comfortability is something that needs to be stretched, pushed to the edge. For if we don't get to edge, we might not know how we'll act when that situation comes to pass. Maybe it's about confidence, is confidence something that we need to get some of these things right? B/c if we didn't get it wrong we might not know how to get it right, and w/o confidence we aren't "strong" enough to go to the edge, to test to see if it's wrong. Is it wrong?

Oh man many times, if I could quit, I'm afraid that I might actually quit: life, school, and trying to be a good person, but you know what, I'm glad that I don't. I'm glad that I'm here in my life, with all of its problems, challenges, and its many things that can go wrong, b/c I really do love it. Some don't but I do. I love my life, though it does stink, suck, and/or even blows, but I'm here and I love it. I'm a dork, who thinks too much. :)