Its hard to act towards something when you feel like the answer, you're hoping won't come, is looking you right in the face. But it might be important enough that you still go ahead and act. Maybe what you want to say or do, is what they are hoping for, or maybe you didn't get the answer at all. Life.... Oh life, and it's infinite challenges. I know that it won't ever be easy, but I sure do wish it would sometimes. We have to worry about so much stuff from how we act around people, be careful not to offend the wrong people and maybe even how well we talk to people. It's the most frustrating thing to think about. i'm not happy at all with the eggshells that some people have to walk.
The most confusing thing that I never understood until last night was how to give all you can, abut also take time for yourself. I know it's important to pray and ask for help. Patience is something that I need to work on. Not everything will come to me just because I want it to. I have to work for it, and maybe, sometimes, the harder I worked for it, the better the out come....but now all the time. Take time for myself to "energize" myself, b/c if I'm tired, I can't do what I want to do with my whole heart and strength.
But the final thing is that someone is tired, not matter how the day ends. We are tired, but so much is asked of us, and me must still continue on with a smile. Why? Why must we smile, what's the reason/purpose to it? I don't know, but for me, smiling is something that I can do. I'm alive, able to write this blog. After a hard day, all I can do is smile, b/c the day is ending, that hard part was over, and I can move on. Many people can't move on, some wouldn't want to move on. Don't neglect what you went through, but don't let it just sit there like an old pair of shoes, b/c that day is useful the next.......want to know what's confusing. Sometimes we must not forget what happened, and tomorrow work even harder to get it done. Talk to that person, achieve what is asked of you, and when it's done, pick your head up and smile at the person. It might mean the world to them. :)
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