Half way through my senior year of college. To be honest this semester seems so fake. I've been stressed with the fist 3 years of college from day one. This semester is the most easily doable semester ever. I feel like it shouldn't exist. I can be with my friends, study, do some work for money. Right now the thing that plagues me is my trucks issues, and my laundry. It feels like such a joke at times.
But it's my rest; I miss ATEP so much. I only hope that I'll be able to get back to it, and be able to be a useful person in the work force and honestly...volunteer to help people, help them to live longer, affect people, open others' eyes, and help to change their community, city, county, state, region, time zone, country, hemisphere, and finally world.....baby steps....
Baby steps is what's needed to make anything happen; lose weight, change habits, change a life style. There is SO much to fix, to make better, to change...even if it's not "broken," it's not right. I don't want to be the person who says something and doesn't do it (communication is important....I need to do that too.) I need to make some steps towards a healthier life. I need to act on a better eating style.
The other thing that I'm having to work is being able keep relationships that i have with my friends. I need to listen more, "no words, just emotions,"~ Sloane hahaha I've been doing well at it. I guess I need to understand that I really don't know everything. Life is difficult and there are trials that might suck really bad, that's all I got for now.
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