"Happyness" is something that's the most precious thing, in the world. It's sad that we can only have so much of it. I talked to someone about it, and they said, "If we were happy too often, then we wouldn't won't know what happiness truly is. I'll be honest, my life isn't a shining star of happiness; from being homeless/dirt poor, abuse of various types, seeing domestic violence, death, and a few more things, but I have felt happiness. I wish I could be happy more often, but when I am, I cry, or I want to cry because it's such an amazing feeling. to find out what makes you so content. To find out what makes you feel so complete. To know what that empty spot is in our heart.
I need to go to bed. I have class, and I need to get up early. I don't know what to expect this week. I don't know who I'll hurt, make smile, feel proud, want to cry from happiness/saddness, or who I'll help with something they're struggling with. But I know something will happen, and I'll be surprised when I experience it. It's the thought of not knowing what to expect that makes me excited, the guessing of will they be happy, smile, or be up-set. I want to say for now is, thank you so much, thank you for my friends. I apprieceate them so much, and it's times like these that I really do know. ::BIG GLEAMING SMILE::
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Every time I swing by a read soemthing you have written it is always thought provoking and insightful. I love it. You have made me smile on a few occassions this week. You almost always make me laugh or smile and there have been a few times were you have challenged me to think about something in a different manner. My friend, you are impressive, with so much thought and passion. You are an encouragment to me and I am sure to many others.
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